Friday, May 11, 2012

Music...


It's the rainy season here in Rwanda and it's for real.  It rains almost everyday and often a lot.  When it rains everything sort of comes to a stand still.  The only way to get around my village is by foot, bike or moto, which no one wants to do when it's down pouring.  All the roads and paths here are dirt and when it rains they become mud.  The mud here is especially difficult because it's more like clay so when it's dry it's hard as a rock, then when it finally does rain it can't really soak in so there is rivers of water running everywhere.  Every time I go to school after the rain I pray I don't wipe-out in front of all my students because when it's wet, the dirt becomes as slippery as an ice skating rink and it all sticks to your shoes so once you arrive at your destination you've got about 10 extra pounds of mud stuck to the bottom of your shoes.  It didn't take long to learn, when it rains, just stay home.  So like a good Rwandan I'm sitting at here at home on this rainy, rainy day and it got me thinking and I decided to write a blog dedicated to music.  

I love music.  I love that there is music for every mood.  When I’m having a bad day I know exactly which music will make me feel better or will make a good soundtrack to my pity party.  There’s music that fits all activities: driving, exercising, cooking, cleaning, sleeping, thinking, working, and of course dancing.  And a single song can evoke so much emotion: happiness, love, sadness, hope, excitement, peace, gratitude, and the list goes on.  I also love that music can immediately take you back to a specific moment in time.  There are songs that when I hear them all I think of is my freshman year of college or a road trip I took with a friend. 

Music has been my saving grace here.  When I’m home either the radio or my i-pod are always on.  I rely on my music more than ever to lift my mood.  Some days are not so great and there isn’t always someone else to talk to about it, so instead I turn on my music and it usually does the trick.  It's noise when things become too quiet or too loud and I need to drown out the radio blaring nearby.  Best of all, it's always there in an instant and I can just relax and listen without having to give a thing.  

I thought I’d share some of my favorites that I turn to most often.  
·         The Head and the Heart
·         First Aid Kit
·         Florence and the Machine
·         Cloud Cult
·         Bon Iver
·         Band of Horses
·         The Decemberists
·         Rihanna
·         Frightened Rabbit
·         Jonsi
·         Mason Jennings
·         Neko Case
·         Regina Spektor
·         Sigur Ros
·         Iron & Wine

I’m always looking for new music, so if you have any good recommendations I’d love to add them to my list!

Although it isn’t music, podcasts have also helped me maintain my sanity here.  Specifically, This American Life and The Moth.  I’ve listened to This American Life for years and if we’ve ever had a conversation most likely I’ve mentioned it because I love it, but here it’s even more amazing.  I love listening to stories about America and what Americans are thinking about or doing.  It’s like a little bit of home.  I also love The Moth which are short stories told by real people in front of a live audience.  Some are sad, some are funny, but all are entertaining.  I actually don’t hate hand washing all my clothes anymore because it’s a mindless activity and an excuse to listen to my favorite podcasts all day.  If you haven’t already, I definitely recommend checking them both out, you won’t be disappointed.

Hope the weather is nicer wherever you are.  

All my love, 
Annie 

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Vacation!


Shortly after I arrived in Rwanda, my dear college friend Nadine began talking about coming to visit me.  I, of course, was excited about the idea of seeing her and showing her Rwanda.  As time went by and we talked about when she would come we found that the only time that worked between our two schedules was the second week in April.  Unfortunately that’s about the worst time to visit Rwanda as it’s the beginning of the Genocide Memorial.  There is a national period of mourning that begins in April and continues until July when the genocide officially came to an end, but that first week is the most intense with daily meetings and memorials that are considered mandatory for all Rwandans.  I was hesitant to have Nadine come at this time because I didn’t want her only impression of Rwanda and maybe even Africa to have such a somber and negative tone to it.  

I had been planning to visit Zanzibar in April anyway so it seemed like a perfect place for Nadine and I to meet and enjoy a vacation on the beach.  Zanzibar is a small island just off the coast of Tanzania that was a major trading port and as a result still maintains Africa, Indian and Arabic influences.  I met Nadine at the airport in Dar Es Salaam where we spent the night.  Dar is significantly bigger than Kigali and more developed but lacks anything really worth seeing so we immediately left the next morning and took the 2 hour ferry to Zanzibar.  We spent two nights in Stone Town which is known for its winding, narrow streets, night market where you can buy exotic seafood that is cooked right in front of you, and lots of shopping. Zanzibar is known as the “spice island” and was at one point the largest exporter of cloves in the world.   While in Stone Town we took a spice tour to a spice plantation.  There we saw how many common spices are grown including vanilla, cloves, nutmeg, and several others but my favorite was the cinnamon tree. 

It was nice to see Stone Town but we were both happy to get to the beach.  Our first stop was a coastal village in the Southwest of the island called Kizimkazi.  We booked two nights at our hotel and would have stayed longer but it was closing down for a month and a half for the slow season.  As a result, the hotel was really quiet; I think there were only 6 of us staying there.  It was a beautiful place that was nice with modern amenities but still had an authentic feel to it; example, the outdoor shower.  During the day we sat by the pool which we had all to ourselves or ate lunch in the open air dining room, while watching the women from the village go meet the fisherman and take their catch in to be sold at the market. 
This area of the island is known to be the home to many dolphins so we had the opportunity to go out and swim with them.  When I signed up for it I really didn’t know what it was going to involve so I kept my expectations low and I decided I would be happy just to see some dolphins from the boat.  So Nadine and I got up early and went out on the boat, it was just her and I, a driver and 2 guides.  We rode for about an hour then we spotted the dolphins so they told us to get ready with our snorkel gear and sit on the edge of the boat.  When the driver positioned the boat just right and they would yell at us to jump in.  So with the boat still moving, and Nadine and I with our goggles and flippers on, very ungracefully, flopped ourselves over the side of the boat into the middle of the ocean.  Once in our guides yelled at us to “look, look” so we would look down and could see the dolphins swimming below us.  When they swam away we got back into the boat and repeated the process.  It was all a little bit ridiculous but still pretty cool. 

After Kizimkazi we went up to the North of the island to the village of Nungwi which is generally more touristy.  Even though there were more people it was still really quiet because of the slow season.   Nungwi is known for its beaches as it’s the only place on the island where you can swim during low and high tide.  On the other parts of the island the tide can go out about half a mile.  While in Nungwi we took a day trip to go snorkeling near another island.  We had a perfect day and the water was so clear and a beautiful, bright turquoise blue; it was gorgeous  I was really excited to snorkel, I had done it once in St. Maarten but it was pretty pathetic but this time it was great.  There was lots of beautiful coral and interesting fish to look at.  After snorkeling we had lunch on the beach and then had a nice boat ride back.  The rest of our time in Nungwi was spent relaxing, reading, eating, talking, and swimming.  Then the time came for Nadine to leave so I dropped her off at the airport and we said goodbye.  I can’t even begin to express how wonderful Nadine’s visit was and I grateful I am to her for coming.  I love all my friends here in Peace Corp dearly, but there was something so comforting about being around someone who has known me for years and really knows me, it was just so easy.  I was also really proud of Nadine, I know there were a lot of people back home that were worried about her and couldn’t believe she was going all the way to Africa, but she came prepared and handled everything really, and she never got sick!  A hugely successful trip!  

So after Nadine left I still had 3 days in Zanzibar.  I took a taxi to the East and met two Peace Corps friends who were also on the island.  We stayed in an awesome, rustic bed and breakfast.  Here we were the only one’s staying which was great because I didn’t have to fight any for the hammock but also a little creepy especially at night since I had my own room and there wasn’t any electricity.  It was so nice and relaxing though!  While there I spent most of my time reading but we did also get to go out on a short snorkeling trip which was fun especially because we went out just the 3 of us in a small, traditional sailboat.  Before we left the island we spent another night in Stone Town, did some last minute shopping and then headed back home. 

Zanzibar was a perfect combination of good friends, good food, natural beauty, relaxation, culture and a little bit of luxury (at least by my current standards).  A great vacation.

I tried to load pictures but my internet is just too slow, I’ll try again next time I’m in Kigali.  In the meantime you can watch the video Nadine’s husband Rob put together.  He sent Nadine with a small video camera complete with waterproof case to capture our trip.  He did a great job!  Here’s the link: http://youtu.be/JrYPptMlU7Y

Fortunately for me, my vacation wasn’t quite over when I got back to Rwanda.  As some may know, Rwanda is known for the mountain gorillas that live in the volcanoes on the border of Rwanda and Uganda in Volcanoes National Park.  Visitors to the park have the opportunity to hike up one of the volcanoes and visit the gorillas that live there.  As a foreign resident, we get a discount but the price is about to go up significantly, so some fellow PCV’s and I decided to take advantage now and go to see them.  We arrived early on the morning at Volcanoes National Park and met our guide.  We learned we would be visiting a family of about 13 that included 2 silverbacks and a couple babies too.  We hiked for about an hour when we came upon them in a thick bamboo forest.  Our guide informed us that the gorillas love bamboo shoots because it’s sort of like alcohol is to us and it actually makes them a little drunk.  Thankfully they aren’t angry drunks though.  Visitors are allowed one hour to spend with the gorillas.  We watched them as they ate or slept and as the young ones swung and played in the trees.   Our presence there never really seemed to faze them and they just continued in their regular business.  Because we were in such a thick forest we were able to get really close otherwise we wouldn’t have been able to see them at all, so often I was standing less than 5 feet away from them.  It was awesome to hang out with these fascinating animals out in the wild.  It was something I would have never done had I not lived in Rwanda so I’m happy I had the opportunity.  Again, I’ll try to post some pictures soon.

Now I’m 3 weeks into the second term.  It’s always a bit of an adjustment back into real life after vacation but things are going well.  I have some projects I’m working on, but this blog is already exceptionally long so I’ll write about all that next time. 

All my love,
Annie

Friday, April 27, 2012

Visitors


Well I’m way behind on my blogging and have lots to update on so I’ll start at the beginning. 

It’s already been 2 months since my parents came to visit.  As I posted before, it really was an amazing visit from start to finish.  Never in a million years would I have though my parents would visit Africa, and I don’t think they did either.   That’s the best part though, Africa wasn’t necessarily on their bucket list, but they had the opportunity and so they took advantage of it.  They made the trip incredibly easy for me; they never complained about anything and took it all in stride.  When mom saw that I had a squat latrine she was a little anxious about it at first but she did what she had to and dealt with it.  I know plenty of others would have demanded to stay at the nearest hotel.  They never stressed when things were running on Africa time (i.e. late) or when dad had to kill the mice sneaking into my house at night (I kept assuring them that my mosquito net is like a protective bubble and nothing can get in).  As we traveled I always prepared them for the chaos that would come; the pushing and shoving of the bus park or the harassment and shouting in the market, but it never seemed as bad as I had anticipated.  I don’t this is because any of those things have lessened but that it never even seemed to phase my parents; they just took it all in.  It was amazing.

I was able to show off some of my favorite places in Rwanda and it was nice to have them appreciate the beauty of the country.  I enjoyed being a tourist here too; we stayed in some nice hotels and everyone we met was very welcoming and accommodating.  While it was nice to see the country, I think my parents will agree with me, the best part was spending time at my site.  My friends here have truly become my family here, and for my parents to meet them and vice versa, for my friends to meet my parents was so wonderful.  We spent the week visiting my friends but I think the highlight of the week was our last day, which also happened to be my birthday, when the teachers and students at school planned a program to welcome my parents.  There were speeches, skits, songs, modern dance and my favorite, traditional dance, all performed by students.  I was so grateful my parents saw what an amazing place I live in and just how kind, generous and caring everyone here is.  That day was easily one of the best days of my entire service. 

On international flights you are able to check 2 bags up to 50lbs each per person, which is exactly what my parents did.  I joked that my neighbors were going to think they were moving in, only I wasn’t really joking.  Only one bag contained their stuff and the rest was filled with things for my school and some of the things I’ve been missing most from home.  There were so many wonderful schools supplies that had been donated from the teachers at St. Wenceslaus including books and posters to put in our new library, pens, pencils, stickers, craft supplies, stamps, glue sticks, crayons, markers, and the list goes on and on!  It’s so much fun to have these things to use because they really don’t exist here.  Just the simple fact that I can bring markers to class so the students can color in their diagrams or pictures they’ve copied into their notebooks is a big deal.  The teachers, students and I are all so grateful for their kind donation and will put it all to good use. 

Like I said, my parents also brought me some of my favorite things from home to help me get through the remainder of my service including cereal, granola, gum, crackers, seasoning packets, etc.  It was like Christmas x10 and now I’m trying my best to ration it all to last me as long as possible. 

The entire trip turned out better than I could have ever imagined and I can’t even express how proud and grateful I am and forever will be that my parents came all the way over here to visit me.  Thank you. 

More to come soon, I promise!
Annie

Friday, April 6, 2012

I apologize for my extended absence, I have a lot of things to update about but not the time to do it so unfortunately, it will have to wait.  These days my mind has been focused on one thing only....




I'm on my way to spend 10 days on the beautiful, pristine and unrivaled beaches of Zanzibar!  It seems as though no Rwandan PCV can leave their service without a trip to the island, so I've heard lots of stories about the winding streets of Stone Town, the fresh seafood you buy off the street, and of course the beaches have become something of a legend now.  And as excited as I am to experience it all for myself, I'm FAR more excited that my amazing friend Nadine is going to meet me there!  I absolutely cannot wait to see her and sit together on the beach, drinking cold drinks from pretty glasses and catch up on all the happenings from the past year and a half.  It doesn't get any better than that! 

So when I get back I'll have even more to update but I promise I will with lots of pictures!  

I hope everyone has a wonderful Easter!  All my love!
Annie

Monday, February 20, 2012

Hello!

First of all, I want to thank everyone for the birthday wishes, it was a great day but the entire week has been fabulous!

My parents are doing great and have adapted quickly!  We spent Saturday-Thursday at my site and now we'll be traveling around the rest of Rwanda.  The time we spent at my site was amazing!  Everyone was so happy to meet my parents and couldn't believe they came all the way from America to visit!  It meant so much to me that my parents could meet all of my friends who have taken such good care of me and have become my family here.

Friday we had planned to go to Akagera National Park to do a safari but unfortunately our guide had some issues with his car so we spent the day in Rwamagana and went Saturday instead.  It turned out to be an amazing day and mom and dad had a blast!

Here are just a few pictures for now and I'll try to post more again later.

All my love,
Annie
Everyone needed their picture taken

More students

Zebras we saw on safari before we even got into the park

How mom and dad spent most of the ride through the park (we've all got bruises to prove it!)

Hippos down in the left corner

Impala

The views in Akagera are incredible!

Our guide was determined to find giraffes for my mom!


Mom, Dad, me and Brittany, a fellow PCV who joined us on the trip to the park



Monday, February 6, 2012

3 Days!

Just a quick update, I’m suffering from some insomnia after waking up at 2 am to a mouse in my house.  Chasing him out got my adrenaline pumping and now I’m wide awake. 

Not too much to update on though.  School is going well, I haven’t really had a chance to start any clubs yet as the Senior 1 and Senior 4 students just arrived at school yesterday.  Now that they are here hopefully things can get rolling.  We’re starting on our map project.  I’ve bought all the supplies and yesterday the carpenter came and hung the plywood we will paint on.  It looks great but it’s huge, about 6 feet by 12 feet!  It will be nice once it’s finished but the painting process is going to be a little challenging. 

The most exciting thing of course is that my parents are coming on Friday!  It’s crazy!  I’ve spent all of January thinking about it and planning and now it's finally here!  My mom thanked me the other day for organizing everything and I told her I have enjoyed it, which I honestly have.  I realized that I’ve enjoyed it so much is because for once I have control of something.  I know what’s going on and I can plan something and have it go the way I plan; there aren’t any cultural barriers to overcome, I don’t have to be sell them on my ideas, they’ll pretty much just go along with what I say.  Finally I just get to boss someone around and it feels so good!  (This is sort of an unexpected personality trait, but I guess Peace Corps is all about self-discovery, right?!)  Hopefully my parents won't mind too much!  ;-)

In the midst of all the planning and anticipation of their arrival I’ve been working hard on just being here.  I sort of feel like I’m at the peak of my service, I’ve made it through the first year of figuring out what I’m doing, what my role is, etc. and I still have time before I need to think about what will happen after Peace Corps.  I have this little window of time where I can really work hard, get things done and mostly just sit back and appreciate what I’m doing here and the people I’m with.  Since the one year mark time has been flying by and I know it’s only going to continue going faster.  It’s easy to start counting down the months but I don’t want to do that yet.  This is a once in a lifetime opportunity for me and I finally feel comfortable and confident enough to truly be myself and enjoy it.  I want to learn to live in the present and recognize the life I’m living here, every day, before it’s gone in an instant.  

I'll try and update while my parents are here and then write a full report on all our travels after they go.  

All my love, 
Annie

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Year 2

So Paris…where do I begin, I honestly don’t think there could have ever been a better time in my life for such a trip.  It satisfied all the things I was missing and was in desperate need of; beauty, creativity, diversity, anonymity, incredible food, wonderful friends and conversation, and best of all, I was in Paris!  Once I had booked the trip I was all about Paris, anytime I was in Kigali with decent internet all I did was research, read blogs, look at pictures, anything I could get my hands on.  And when I was stuck in a 3 hour long meetings, celebrations, or church, my mind wondered to one destination, Paris.  Just thinking about and planning this trip pulled me out of a mid- service slump.  All the buildup made me a little nervous I might be disappointed, but it was quite the opposite and proved to be better than I could have even imagined. 

I got lost in Paris, both literally and figuratively.  Some of the best days in Paris were spent wondering around the narrow streets of the Marais or Montmarte, getting lost, orientate myself, then getting lost again, and finally ending up in a completely different neighborhood from where I had started or intended to go.   The streets are an endless maze with something new around every corner that I could never resist exploring. 

I let myself get lost too and seemed to find myself again in a whole new way.  In Rwanda and especially in my village I am extremely conspicuous.  I am spotted a mile away, I know this because often I am walking down the road and will hear distant calls of my name, I cannot see the source or even what directions it is coming from but someone has spotted me.   Even at night I seem to glow in the dark.  I am stared at, hollered at, and demand of most days.  I constantly feel that what I do (or don’t do) is scrutinized, which leaves me analyzing and calculating every move I make.  “What will they think if I do that?”  “How will if look if I do that?” are the questions I am constantly asking myself.  It’s exhausting.  In Paris I could leave all that behind; no one noticed me, no one yelled “muzungu” at me, no one even looked my direction.  I was completely anonymous.   I don’t think I’ve ever felt so free in my entire life.  I had no obligations, no expectations and no one judging.  I felt more like myself than I have in a very long time.  I needed to be reminded of the things I enjoy and give myself permission to enjoy them without feeling guilty or like I had to explain myself.  I was able to exist and just be without feeling like I was under living under a microscope.  All this combined with the good friends and the beauty of Paris made for the trip of a lifetime.

Some of the highlights included: 
  •  Museums. Musee  d’Orsay, Rodin and the Museum of Nature and Hunting (random but great!) 
  •  Our friend Ju.  Theresa connected with him through another friend and we met up our second night in Paris.  Ju has lived in the city his entire life and was more than happy to share the city he knows and loves.  He took us to unexpected places and gave us lots of insight into the history and culture of Paris. 
  • The illegal catacombs guided by Ju.  Read about it here   http://ngm.nationalgeographic.com/2011/02/paris-underground/shea-text (no bones for us, just a castle, art, and water up to our thighs)
  • FOOD!  Chocolate croissants, fresh baguettes, cheese (especially goat cheese!), crepes, wine, and champagne and basically everything else I put in my mouth!
  • Christmas!  We spent Christmas day wondering around the city, by the Louve, the Tuileries, and then down Champs Elysees through the Christmas market and finally to the Eiffel Tower.
  • Christmas presents!  My AMAZING family sent an entire suitcase full of presents to my friend Theresa to bring along for me.  So when Christmas day arrived I had lots of gifts to open and not only were they from my family but also my friends.  My sister (best sister EVER!) sent a message to several of my close friends telling them she would be sending a package for me to have for Christmas so many of them sent things to my sister which she included in the package to Theresa.  Turns out I have the kindest, most thoughtful and generous friends ever!  (Which I already knew, of course!)  It was so amazing to know that everyone was thinking of me and worked so hard to make my Christmas so incredibly special! 

I arrived back in Rwanda just in time to celebrate New Year’s with other volunteers who had also returned from their own holiday trips.  After that we had our Mid-Service Conference with all the Education Group 2 volunteers.  It was a nice transition back into life here to spend some time with everyone.  I made it back to my site just in time to begin the new school year.  Now we are about to begin week 3 and so far things have been going quite well.  I am all about fresh starts and that’s exactly how this year feels.  I have 1 full year of experience, I’m coming back from a great holiday break and vacation, and I’m starting my final year of Peace Corps.  All of these things leave me feeling more confident and motivated to get things done and make it a great year.  

I felt amazing for my 2 weeks in Paris and thankfully, some of those feelings have carried back into my life in Rwanda.  The trip reminded me that I can be myself here too and in order to stay happy and motivated I need to find a balance between assimilating to this culture and maintaining my own sense of self.  So far it’s worked; I’m feeling much more confident, less guilty and not so stressed out about what others may be thinking.  This has made coming back so much easier and I really feel excited about the year to come.  It also helps that I have some exciting things to look forward to.

Coming up first in just 3 weeks, my parents will be here in Rwanda.  That’s right, my parents, who have lived in small town New Prague, Minnesota for their entire lives are coming to Africa!  I am so excited and proud of them, I honestly think there coming here to visit is a bigger deal than me coming to live here for 2 years.  The fact that they are willing to fly half way across the world to come and see where I live, meet the people who have become my family here and experience the way I live, means so much to me!  We’ve been talking about it for ages but now that it’s here it’s sort of hard to believe.  I feel like I have two worlds, my world here in Africa and my world back home in America, and to picture my parents here in Africa is so strange because in my head it seems impossible that these two worlds can coexist.  It will be a good experience for all of us.  I can’t wait for them to come though and I think everyone in my village is just as excited.  Along with my parents will come some much needed school supplies.  They have been collected by the teachers at St. Wenceslaus where my mom works and will be donated to my school.  I am so excited to have some decorations and extra supplies available to the students, who are lucky if they even have a ruler to use.  Thank you to the kind and generous teachers at St. Wence, your donations will be put to good use!

I have some exciting projects on board as well.  I am planning to work with some students to paint a mural of the world on the wall in our library.  The funding for this project has been donated by a group of my mom’s friends who I am also very grateful to!  My girls club will hopefully have a good start this year as 2 of my students attended GLOW camp in November and will help me with the organization.  I just attended an orientation for the Judges English Training Program, in which I and other Peace Corps volunteers will be teaching English to the employees of the Rwandan Ministry of Justice.  This will include accountants, court clerks, judges, and even a few Supreme Court justices.  It’s a new program I happy to be a part of, organized by Peace Corps volunteers and is greatly supported by the Rwandan Government.  I also was also visited by a fellow Minnesotan last week who runs an organization here in Rwanda called Water for Life.  His organization works to provide clean water throughout Rwanda by building rainwater catchment tanks.  It sounds as though we will be working together to build such a system at my school.  It isn’t definite yet but my fingers are crossed so that it all works out.  I’ll keep you updated. 

So all that along with some other little projects and teaching I’m keeping plenty busy, which is how I like things.  I hope you all enjoyed the holidays and that the New Year is off to a good start. 

All my love,
Annie